I Will Be Pretty

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2 months ago

body love

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2 months ago

This is it.

I can’t do this anymore. I can’t fight with the voices in my head every day. I can’t stand in the kitchen and look around thinking, “Too much. Too much. Not allowed.” I can’t punish myself for giving my body what it needs.

And I’m not going to just lay down and take it and I’m not going to let the voices win.

In order to grow spiritually, I need to be stable, mentally, and in order to do that, I need to be healthy, physically. I need to grow spiritually, so I’m going to eat. I’m going to eat what I need to and not feel the need to get rid of it, because I am NOT stupid for eating it. I am not WEAK for eating it. I am taking care of myself.

And god damn it! I am fucking beautiful! If so many other people see it, just because I can’t, it isn’t wrong, and I am going to fight tooth and claw to open my eyes and see what they see.

I don’t HAVE to be perfect, I don’t HAVE to do everything just right. Doing good is enough.

So I’m going to do good.

Goodbye Ana, goodbye Mia. This is it.

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2 months ago

I know, I’m difficult. I know I’m crazy and neurotic and obsessive. I know that I’m either shaking from anxiety or collapsed from depression 99% of the time. I know that it must be very hard to put up with all of my crap and that I have a lot of baggage… So I am endlessly grateful to have you in my life. Loving me. Caring for me. Holding me through all the tears and tremors and mood-swings. I have never been loved like this before, and I hope that you know how much I love you back. I would be lost without you.

3 months ago

Social Anxiety test.

beautifuleighteenth:

shunsetsunokoro:

verleden:

s-ekai:

sekumi:

Your score was 20.
Scores in the 0-20 range indicate little or no Social Anxiety.

Is this a good thing? Bad thing?

Your score was 47.
Scores in the 41 - 50 range indicate severe Social Anxiety.

SHIT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

Your score was 60.

Scores in the 51 - 68 range indicate very severe Social Anxiety. ohfuq(ʘ‿ʘ✿)

Your score was 58.
Scores in the 51 - 68 range indicate very severe Social Anxiety.
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Your score is 41. Scores in the 41-50 range indicate severe social anxiety.